The sign of a deeply rooted psychological problem.

So, about a couple of weeks back, I got a new Dir of IT. At least he's making some major changes to the infrastructure that I like. But I'm still not happy. I hear that the company is downsizing again, I really really hope to God that I get cut. I really could use the time off and rest a bit. I've been frazzled for the last 6 years. I would gladly take unemployment right now. I can survive on it for a little while.



I know that I need to make some major changes in my life. I can't break my motivation-less streak. Something inside is just making me not welcome change in my life. Therapy so far hasn't shown me why exactly.

Oh well, the quest to find my motivation continues.

G